tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9759617543625567412024-03-14T03:48:18.363-07:00berMulanya ceRita si maNusia..n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-75380788307947376832010-07-06T21:01:00.001-07:002010-07-06T21:05:30.766-07:00duit!duit n duit!!<b>rsa bengang lak bile pkir sal duit ni..msti ada jer msalah dengan nyer.kali ni aq tul tersgkut,dilema disebabkn duit ni,aq x suka nk mengeluh,mmg smu org akn ada msalah dengan duit,even org kaya pun akan ada msalh dengan duit ni..n skarg ni aq terpaksa gak mncri duit,wat partme,tuk sewa umah,ayah aq da x ley tolong..bulan ni trpaksa aq gadai brg kesayngan aq tuk support sewa umah..aq membazir?npe aq x duk umah parent?klu itu aq ley wat da lma aq wat...tpi msalah akn bertmbah,class pun akn trabai,confirm2 t aq kena handle smu t..no privacy at all..so tuk kebaikan class n msa depan aq,aq kena gak stay sni smpai aq nyer pnjaman or biasiswa msuk..aq sggup berlapar tuk 2..biarlah tahu ni aq x beraya pun,tpi aq nyer yuran class n sewa umah terbyar...aq sggup biar pun ari aq terpksa mkn maggie!aq perlu kuat n tabah,kuat tuk bekerja,tabah tuk hadap pe2 je msalah berkaitan ngan duit..aq perlukan kerja partme segera!!</b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-2827204259936330952010-07-06T01:48:00.000-07:002010-07-06T01:48:15.657-07:00suster ngesot punyer citer~<b>tghari ahad 2 dri rwg aq trus gerak blik ampang,aq smpai jer umah terus tkar beg n kasut,gerak g umah faz...dlam kul lbh 2 aq da ada kt umh faz,trus ambung shift lina,sbb die lak kna blik sal da lewat..aq n faz smbg r projek kitorg smpai x ingt nk mkan sedar2 kul 10 mlm perut msing da berbunyi,faz pun ajak aq mkan,settle je mkan,adik faz buka cte kt astro prima citer suster ngesot,da keje yg ktorg wat depan tv da tentu2 aq tertgok skali skala,smapai r kul 12,cte 2 abis..aq pun da kmas2 blik tetbe faz n adik die dok usik2 aq cte tang suster ngesot 2 sal aq berdegil nk blik umah gak mlm 2,aq bkn per aq cme x biasa tido umah org,baek umah atuk aq pun aq sush nk tdo,cme selesa dumah sndri..tme aq nk gerak 2 aq diiring suara2 yg mengusik aq spaya aq bca doa sblm jmpe or trnampak,tetbe ada org bersuara,ayah faz..'ha!jgan ada org yg tmpang belakng suda..'..adoi..</b><br />
<b>terus aq nyer bulu roma naek,seram sejuk lak,cmne nk blik ni??aq pkir sndri..aq pun start enjin moto...huishhh,sejuknyer kwasan umah faz ni,gelap pun gelap gak..</b><br />
<b>aq bca doa ayat kursi bnyk2 se on the way blik,sejuknyer...npe r aq x bwak sweater td,lju tul aq bwak..wlpun kete bnyk tpi pale otak aq sik terbyang suster yg malang 2..huk3...cpat r smpi doaku,smpai jer dpan umah aq tengok gelap semcam...asal ni??dak2 umah aq x blik2 lgi ker??aduhhhh,ni yg seram nk msuk umah ni,aq pun buka pgar,tme pintu dibuka,aq terus trpandang dapur n tme 2 r ley terbyang suster yg dok ngesot2 2..se nk nangis,cpat2 aq buka lampu..uih!smu lampu aq buka..hampeh tui...npe r diorg x blik lak mlm ni!!buka je lampu blik,aq terus tkar apa yg ptut dtukar,nk g toilet...uih,gelap!trbyang g...settle jer...msuk blik,try tdo...pusing knan n kri x ley gak...nk tgok tv,g depan cm seram..last2 aq beranikan dri gak g depan,kali ni aq x nk lnsung pndang dapur..segan!!huk...buka tv cte da x menarik lak...last2 mata pun da x ley than aq pun tertdo gak dpan tv...tme nih bru se rndu kt dak3 umah...huk3~</b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-4730617730072699952010-07-06T01:05:00.000-07:002010-07-06T02:02:41.830-07:006th of july~<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjg-7ulx2NhtF97NDftRQ7d9jmTyS9YQ8wHFo6Ri8yQ2dVuZpVjLANPvdl2wN1DvppQ4RfIxt5cTwzDar1iItqkDPf72Kub2pZSAuvIqOPYAHumrfgnLbzk1JjWDy9fgblj9XSM9NbIvEI/s1600/04072010892.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjg-7ulx2NhtF97NDftRQ7d9jmTyS9YQ8wHFo6Ri8yQ2dVuZpVjLANPvdl2wN1DvppQ4RfIxt5cTwzDar1iItqkDPf72Kub2pZSAuvIqOPYAHumrfgnLbzk1JjWDy9fgblj9XSM9NbIvEI/s320/04072010892.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b><i>cmni r keadaan aq tme nk blik ampg,2 bnda yg aq kena bwak gitar n beg lappy,kesan yg dpt?skit belkg...huk3~</i></b></div>c<b>epatnyer masa berlalu smpai kekadang terlupa tarikh ari ni..</b><br />
<b>sedar x sedar da lebih setahun aq duk kt ampg ni n skrg aq kt ampg park duk mkan smbil on9,(wifi free)..nk beli bb kna tggu duit masuk..hurm,smu nk pkai duit,leth bila duk pkir sal duit yg slalu kurg or x de,nk keje tp t sok bz sgt,blik tgok adik pun da jrg,da r adik aq 2 cm kurang ksih syg..cian die,rsa nk bwak jer die ke mna aq g even dlm class..ley ker cm2?hurm..cmni r aq,hanya mampu mengeluh tanpa berbuat apa2..ksih n syang aq pda adik2 aq x berbelah bagi,klu r bdan aq boley dibelah,aq da letak da sebhagian bdan aq ni kt umah tuk jga adik aq n sebhgian lgi tuk truskan pengajian aq yg sik tertgguh krna mak n ayah yg x mengerti akan erti cita2 anaknyer ini..</b><br />
<b>aq taw aq sepatutnyer x ley mengeluh,aq kna tabah n kuat semangat tuk hadap smu msalah yg dtg..tpi smpai bila?kdg smpai x lrat aq nk hadap msalah yg dtg..kdg bila da x de iman dtg idea bdoh smpai adik aq tegur,'kak,klu ko da x syg adik2,ko wat lar cm2!'berguguran air mata aq bila teringat teguran n pesanan sorg adik pada kakak nyer yg lemah ni..</b><br />
<b>k lar...x yah cte sedey2 ni,malu lak klu org laen nmpk mata aq ni...</b><br />
<b>arini aq bermlas-mlasan atas tilam,kul 7 bgun pas2 tdo blik,kul 9 bgun pun tdo blik(kuat tdo ker aq ni?ye kot,bis 2 xkan adi bantai kutik aq,die jeles kot msa aq tdo lebh dri die...hak3),pas2 da x bpe nk ley tdo,hp asyik berdering,org bengkel kete call,tnyer sal document kete aq yg bru pas accident angkara adik aq yg nk mengelak anjing nyer psal,langgar tiang,remuk teruk kete aq,siap dpecahkan cermin tepi oleh org yg teringin sgt brg2 dlam kete 2..aq call uncle khairil,ejen kete aq,sruh die tlg settlekan probs 2..tpat kul 12 aq bgun,kmas tilam,mandi,terus gerak g kolej,smpai kolej,dak2 class aq ckp class cancel,ceh!bru semangat nk study..aq pun xpkir per,perut pun tetbe bunyi,aq gerak g ampg park,tmpt mmbe aq keje kt kaunter foodcourt..</b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-61352857758646126422010-07-03T20:19:00.000-07:002010-07-03T20:22:07.590-07:00selamat pagi!!argentina kalah???<b>adoi,cian tul nasib argentna smlm...</b><br />
<b>bru nk bgi skongan padu ni..slpas kekalahan brazil,(x pe,brazil tetp dhati ku)ish22...x bis aq kna boooo smlm..wat aq se sebak jek,cian kaka,cian ronaldinho(wlupun die x main ri2)cian messi..adoi~ </b><br />
<b>truk tul rsa kepanasn ati kelmarin,smlm kena lgi,pe lar nsibku,bgai sudah jatuh,dtimpa tgga lgi..pagi ni,bgun terus siap2,sat lagi da nk kna blik ampng,tpi bru jer nk gerak,ujan lak trun,seh!aq bnyk kje lagi r...cmne ni??</b><br />
<b>da lar jap g kna anta surat mak aq kt sg buloh,then blik ampg trus nk kena g umah faz wat mni projek yg x siap2 lgi 2,sok nk present da..ujan ooo ujan cpatlah bernti,aq x nk rushing2.da la bwak moto...letey r~ </b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-16701929741723203252010-07-03T06:37:00.000-07:002010-07-06T02:20:20.415-07:00salam...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJeG0YppQGsXBj9mUPcpG4ubDuBkHtUWKxYfx1SQfCDgrDK1-YHFcpg3Ad4tst464kKXvuMDQUcCiRIuVPAVTzgsToU2kQpQAxEB6s-tREXdvVSl4DOgSp9vLwNfjvd4NEQB5o56aLBSo/s1600/190620101214.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJeG0YppQGsXBj9mUPcpG4ubDuBkHtUWKxYfx1SQfCDgrDK1-YHFcpg3Ad4tst464kKXvuMDQUcCiRIuVPAVTzgsToU2kQpQAxEB6s-tREXdvVSl4DOgSp9vLwNfjvd4NEQB5o56aLBSo/s320/190620101214.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><b><i>adikku yg da pandai menbzkan drinyer sndri~</i></b></div><b>da bape bulan da aq x buka blog ni...</b><br />
<b>terlampau bz ngan assighment yg slalu terabur atas tilam queen aq,klas yg aq slalu rushing nk g,kuiz yg kdg tertggal gara percutian family (sendri buat)n pelbagai lgi r benda yg aq buat hidup aq bz skrg..</b><br />
<b>arini aq ada kt umah parent,smlm balik jem teruk,dengar cite ada lori terbalik tpi aq x nmpak lak lori 2 msa aq blik,taw2 jem smapi tersepit aq kt celah2 moto,flow ada 1 moto,laki 2 bwak bini die,n anak 2 org,mermpit kalah aq,tersepit2 aq menflow die,skali aq lalu depan die,tertelan air liur aq...ni abg saiful!die yg jdi pengajar tuk kadet remaja yg aq join dlu,die gak yg sruh aq mnjerit 1 pdang n x sal2 aq kna jdi wakil skola tuk kadet rmja,pdahal aq ni x minat pun(dsebbkan aq ni suke menyendiri)..pergh!!da jdi bapak org pun still hebat!bkn maen laju aq kna kejr,smpai kt tepi lori besar 2 pun die berani mncelah ngan ank bni kt belakang(n aq smpat dengar die bca bismillah msa mncelah)bgus tul..adoi...jgn wat cm2 lgi r bang oi...syg ank bini 2..</b><br />
<b>smpai jer umah skit bdan,lenguh kat bahu terasa abis..tlg r spe2 urut,hurm..adik2 aq ckp mak aq nak dtg bwak g mkan,lama tggu mak aq x mncul2,tetbe die meseg aq,die ckp die trsekat kt jem..aq sbnr cam da agak,sbb klu mak aq kuar dri umah die,satu bandar ni die pusing,so x heran r die tersekat sama..cian lak kt mak aq,skit kaki die tekan cluth..</b><br />
<b>last2 adik laki aq yg besar dtg bwak yg laen2 g mkan..aq order jer,x larat nk g ner2 lagi,skit pale pun x ilang lagi..pening~</b><br />
<b>mlm tdi ntah npe aq x ley tdo,pusing kiri knan still x ley tdo,pnas pun ada,last aq bwak bantal trun bwah,tdo kt simen..aq taw x elok,tpi 2 jek cra aq ley tdo..klu kt ampg,blik aq aq lapik ngan karpet,so x ley r aq lari ner2 klu x ley tdo..huhu~</b><br />
<b>bgun pagi..pagi lar sgt klu da kul 9..2 pun sal pale aq da skit sgt,taw2 adik aq da mndi,nmpak jer aq bgun die terus cium..bahgia rsanyer..</b><br />
<b>klu r aq x yah duk ampg msti aq x rsa rindu cmni kt fitrah..da pndai da die jga dri skrg..bru 6 taun cm2 da die kena hadap sendri skrg ni..cian pun ada..tpi apakan daya,edamu ni kena kjar n capai impian die tuk brjya,trpaksa korban skit yer dik,bkn tuk eda sndi jer..tpi tuk fitrah n yg laen2 jgak,spya senang sok n mnjdi cntoh pda korg2 adik2 ku...</b><br />
<b>pagi td mak aq dtg bagi nasi lemak n mnta aq tlg buat surat tuk kerja die,tuk pengetahuan korg aq ni da pun lma merangkap 'kerani' mak aq,pembantu n driver bgi ayah aq jugak..biasa r anak sulung,tggungjwab x terkira besarnyer..smu kena taw hal family ni..xpe,aq brsbar akan kesushan ini,sbb aq taw sok aq akn bahgia n senang krana adik2 aq yg rmai ni r gak~so sush skrg aq x ksah r..tbah zaida!tabahkn drimu!ari ni ayah aq x de,kuar ngan bini die,x taw biler blik..tggal r aq berdue ngan adik aq yg kt sebelah ni yg kusyuk ngan youtube die(sma r kakk die) hak3~</b><br />
<b>ish,iki ni g mkan r,bentak aq..smpai da x ingt mkn da dak ni,sbuk ngan lappy die,geram gak kekadang..tpi nk wat cmne,klu die kuar merayap lgi sush lak aq,rsau memnjang jer..blik ke x ayah aq mlm ni?faz da mseg,projek x siap g,aq nk kna blik ampg siapkn projek 2,isnin da kna present lak,adoi...letey tul..biler r nk berakhir smu ni,ya Allah kuatkan lah semangat ku...</b><br />
<b>cite sal semgat,aq try buka sorg dak ni nyer blog,bca n faham..die punyer semangat,kekuatan,ketabahan n brjayanyer die skrg wat aq bertmbah semangat ,kuat n yakin tuk cpai pe yg aq impikan,thanks 2 her~best bca story die..da cm novel yg klu aq bca bnda laen da x nk buat..kusyuk sgt..huk3...k la,penat n skit bhu smlm x ilang lgi..keje pun ada nk kena wat wlpun memlm ni..nite~</b><br />
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<b> </b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-89397610192702461322010-04-03T09:08:00.000-07:002010-04-09T02:27:54.112-07:00smetmes i wish..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6H8trax3XROqBIjUvQV1Bisk4gi5iSLEhRCj4BZvpqEHQzPF9mkEMMt80v86jNdstgHjTIMG2R0zN_RTiIcwHlHmtNMVo_LXYgSnFfI3h7LWVyVoVNUeaUSYLpdmtcIg7aQLO0bIrgD8/s1600/1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6H8trax3XROqBIjUvQV1Bisk4gi5iSLEhRCj4BZvpqEHQzPF9mkEMMt80v86jNdstgHjTIMG2R0zN_RTiIcwHlHmtNMVo_LXYgSnFfI3h7LWVyVoVNUeaUSYLpdmtcIg7aQLO0bIrgD8/s320/1.jpg" /></a></div>i wish when i open my eyes all my worries will go away..<br />
i wish when i open my eyes all my probs will dissapear..<br />
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i wish that my family will be fine n happy with me..<br />
i wish that my family will alwys proud with me..<br />
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i wish that all my members will be happy with their own life..<br />
i wish that all my members will share all their probs with me..<br />
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i wish i wont cry bcos of my stupid things that i hve done..<br />
i wish i wont mke people cry bcos of me..<br />
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i wish i would not hve a bad dreams..<br />
i wish i would not hve a bad thought of people..<br />
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i wish i can change my life/future..<br />
i wish i can change people in their life/future..<br />
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i wish i wont hurt my self..<br />
i wish i wont hurt others feeling..<br />
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i wish i will not 4get all sweet memories that i hve..<br />
i wish i wiil 4get all bad memories that i hve...<br />
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i wish i can get a great pointer in my stdies..<br />
i wish i can get a great job n salary in fture..<br />
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i wish i can drift at all place without worries..<br />
i wish i can do stunt with my bike without worries..<br />
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i wish i can help fixed all car that broke dwn in hghway..<br />
i wish i can help fixed all my mothers cars..<br />
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i wish i can be a mechanic n hve my own bengkel..<br />
i wish i can be princess that just waiting for prince,the true love n happy ever after..<br />
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i wish all my wish will cme true with pray but nothing its perfect n d reality is d fact we hve 2 trough~n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-57750386447216587442010-03-31T02:52:00.000-07:002010-03-31T02:52:43.075-07:00f***k lar dak ni!lu pegi m****s r!<div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><b>lu ni nk kte bgus sgt..x pun..pandai pun x..ensem jauh larr sgt..bengap lak 2!ingt da tgur reti nk sedar..upenyer idak..x kan nk kena maki ngan wa bru nk sedar?tme 2 menagih lak smpati org,lu kutik2 gua belkang2 pe cer bai?pe yg wa wat smpi lu x puas ati n skit ati ni?wa punyer thap kesbaran pun ada bai..wa ni mnusia biasa,krg kna maki ngan wa sia2 je idup lu bai,lu ingt wa x taw pe lu wat pe kt blkg wa bai?lu ingat lu bsar gedabak 2 wa tkot ker bai?lu x se lg penangan wa bai,klu da kna bru lu taw wa,tme 2 lu pkir la sndri npe lu kna cm2 skali..lu ingt lu kutik2 wa kt belkg,lu hebat lar?lu kna pkir bai,lu kutik2 wa kt yg lelain,yg lelain 2 tul suka ke kt lu?lu ingt lu punye mulut yg bsing 2 org suka?ngumat lu klah pmpn..bwak2 tobat la lu ni bai,wa x suka ckp bnyk,lu wat wa cmni,lu tgok r tuhan yg maha adil 2 lak blas lu cmne...</b></div><b style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">INGT!TUHAN MAHA ADIL!</b>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-54009688957025716262010-02-04T01:06:00.000-08:002010-02-04T01:17:06.120-08:00sayangi lect,kenali member2 korang...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhelbobMkU6zYYOdx2NjZT3RQQv2uamA34yrbzQa6WgxXUJZqnjjUGLQEzKc9vvugpE6RIGc7RzqWWW4deY1nW_ulBILVky-r1ly3DRE6HhyphenhyphenFnSSJ486sBjEyXTekKhW8W5Hcs_md61aUY/s1600-h/04022010581.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhelbobMkU6zYYOdx2NjZT3RQQv2uamA34yrbzQa6WgxXUJZqnjjUGLQEzKc9vvugpE6RIGc7RzqWWW4deY1nW_ulBILVky-r1ly3DRE6HhyphenhyphenFnSSJ486sBjEyXTekKhW8W5Hcs_md61aUY/s320/04022010581.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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arini klas cam best skit r dri biasa...<br />
1st klas ngan pn.hazreen..<br />
act aq suka tgok muka die..<br />
die comei..<br />
cam ner ea nk ckp..<br />
slalu nmpk berseri,n ayu...<br />
tp ari ni die nmpk lg comei...<br />
die ceria n gelak2 dlm klas...<br />
wat aq rsa senang ati dlm klas...<br />
sejam jer klas...<br />
aq pening ckit...<br />
se cm tertggal jer..<br />
aq x stdy...<br />
smu duk lupa jer...<br />
2 lar,sik ngadap laptop ni jer..<br />
pas klas ngan pn hazreen yg ngah tggu ari nk jadi mama yg comei 2..<br />
klas ngan pn.suraya ari ni brjalan ngan lancar...<br />
die bg nips kt dak2 yg dpt A tuk test 2 ri2...<br />
yg laen2 dpt lmau...<br />
sgguh murah ati pn suraya...<br />
msuk dlm klas,smntra menunggu yg laen dtg..<br />
die tanya ktorg pe yg org2 mqa 2 tanyer...<br />
n part yg paling klaka aq rsa die tanyer..<br />
lect spe yg pling best...<br />
si shari laju jer ckp...<br />
2...lect pe nma 2 best...<br />
pn suraya wat muka pelik...<br />
msti die duk pkir lect ner la 2...<br />
die x taw...<br />
sbnrnyer die lar lect plg best kot kt c2...<br />
n aq sure sgt dak yg laen2 2 pun jwb bnda yg sma...<br />
lg2 dak sem1...<br />
tp se meeting smlm..<br />
dak sem2 pun kte die best...<br />
klu ada wat undian kt kolej lect plg best..<br />
confirm die menang..<br />
pas2 die start ngajar...<br />
bis je klas...<br />
aq nyer kaki x nk gerak2 lg nk kua..<br />
klu x,aq se aq plg lju nk kua kot...<br />
pas2 dtg yg laen smu kumpul dpn puan...<br />
cte lar alkisah sorg kwan ni...<br />
yg ngah ada msalh..<br />
yg ptt dberi semangat,motivasi,n seseorg yg ley tlg die mghadapi msalh yg trut aq sma rasa,n pernh n smpai skrg still mghadapinyer..<br />
dis is all about family broken...<br />
aq cm x fham n x taw r zmn skrg ni...<br />
npe ea org skrg ley senang2 dvorce,gado tanpa memikirkan msa dpan sndri n anak2..sggup meletakkan masa dpan anak dihujung tanduk...knape?npe msti wat kerja2 yg mndatangkn risiko pda msa dpan anak2?npe mesti nk rntuhkan rumah yg sedia ada n sekaligus mmberi tkanan kpda anak2?npe msti hancurkan idup anak2 demi kepentingan sendri?npe x ley berbaek?npe x ley idup tuk anak2?demi kepentingan sendiri sggup tggalkan umah,anak2 yg ptut djga..yg patut diberi kasih syang,perhatian,pas2 bila anak2 terbiar,terpesong,mmberontak salhkn org laen?yg pdahal terang2 2 adalah tggungjwab mereka2 2...inilah nasib anak2 yg mnderita dek perangai mak bpak yg mementingkn dri sendri..aq sndri pun x taw bila r kesudahan cerita ni nk abis...adakh ia akn abis bile aq da mati sok?klu i2 r yg ley settlekn msah ank2,confirm x de mak bpk brani wat hal lg...cos tkot kehilangan anak2 mreka..tp npe msti time 2 bru nk sedar?x pernh ker mreka ni brsyukur ngan pe yg ada?brsyukur yang kami ni anak2 mereka?npe x hargainyer?mmg setiap kejadian ada hikmahnyer...tp klu kejadian 2 ley elak x elak dri berlaku?npe msti melakukan sesuatu hanya brdasarkn hati?bkn akal dan fikiran?npe kami anak2 yg mesti mnjadi mgsa...?x kesian ker pda anak2 yg msih kecil?yg x mengerti pe2 yg berlaku?(nangis jap..)Ya Allah ya Tuhanku,Kau berilah kekuatan dan ketabahan untuk kami anak2 menempuhi hidup yg penuh ngan dugaan ini,sesungguhnya yg baik itu dtg dariMu,yg bruk 2 dtg dri kami sndri hamba2Mu yg naif ini..Amin Ya Rabbal Alaminnn...<br />
semua luahan hati diluah,bru r aq taw keadaan mmbe2 aq ni cmne...rata2 lak senasib ngan aq..pas bis lauhan trsbut,aq pun grak blik smbil teringat n kerinduan kt adik2 tetbe dtg..cedey~n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-77390470119236766712010-01-04T02:47:00.000-08:002010-01-04T02:47:59.247-08:00sekolah bermula...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3JB0dAIvM9PIbj0uST9880ghGyPGqbftmUVGyislF45m_fhsh2r6umcGguwRBODGDhSidM7677yYU1n-KhyphenhyphenUYHwethtl7R4aJLTNL0K7gNTvtqHB8Qqw865iWx9L4eR4m3KnWREdL5Uw/s1600-h/04012010487.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3JB0dAIvM9PIbj0uST9880ghGyPGqbftmUVGyislF45m_fhsh2r6umcGguwRBODGDhSidM7677yYU1n-KhyphenhyphenUYHwethtl7R4aJLTNL0K7gNTvtqHB8Qqw865iWx9L4eR4m3KnWREdL5Uw/s200/04012010487.jpg" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKgmjEkBiEITZBPRAHyf79zELKkUdG_PaqPWlD6kzmA5Hz0xSi5IAFM03HJOG0nGtsePuuTaYKX0DXmQsUG4NYf-VZFY43c8TJZoC7Nvr6AS1y-RD5H6FCFPNfXxbP6uPg0S3wJRm5AgI/s1600-h/04012010489.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKgmjEkBiEITZBPRAHyf79zELKkUdG_PaqPWlD6kzmA5Hz0xSi5IAFM03HJOG0nGtsePuuTaYKX0DXmQsUG4NYf-VZFY43c8TJZoC7Nvr6AS1y-RD5H6FCFPNfXxbP6uPg0S3wJRm5AgI/s200/04012010489.jpg" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHfZXpDxpLBAhdRriEkYc2hZhfGqdCYxQfM5bqJ7MLiEqQIJwLj47aGoBOW17iVAgEsKaasI2xPi7BiCPZVrF5hA5YVVln7VjSV4vWMoVOBbXXbQBRWy0rgc04Af7dRBpLhXoMvKgiXac/s1600-h/04012010492.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHfZXpDxpLBAhdRriEkYc2hZhfGqdCYxQfM5bqJ7MLiEqQIJwLj47aGoBOW17iVAgEsKaasI2xPi7BiCPZVrF5hA5YVVln7VjSV4vWMoVOBbXXbQBRWy0rgc04Af7dRBpLhXoMvKgiXac/s200/04012010492.jpg" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLDL4FOaE2NGETrEUEukvmJpnTy_123_gBGVM61PqXPZ6uiSRsQHkbOTL_ccE_NrbeWmqPocyqYKVPFy29WF4AQWxqUXMu4jn9dgBIuC9ZC6INsnwziscDlpMmtnJLAUD_QsgnI15XTCc/s1600-h/04012010490.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLDL4FOaE2NGETrEUEukvmJpnTy_123_gBGVM61PqXPZ6uiSRsQHkbOTL_ccE_NrbeWmqPocyqYKVPFy29WF4AQWxqUXMu4jn9dgBIuC9ZC6INsnwziscDlpMmtnJLAUD_QsgnI15XTCc/s200/04012010490.jpg" /></a><br />
</div>meghantar adik aq g skola umpama brperng ngan perasaan dmana terpaksa mengharungi jem yg teruk di sepanjang jalan yg sungguh aq menyampah ++ pening kerana trpksa bpdepan ngan bunyi2 hon van yg nk menurnkn atau memggil budak2 skola++ lgi kete yg bnyk yg sesuka ati berenti di tengah jalan yg menyebabkn jem yg lebey teruk..shit!!tuk tuan punya kete yg tggalkn kete di tengah2 jalan td yg menyebabkn jem yg lg teruk..bengongnyer org!!tp bile tgok adik aq kuar dri kete n mncium tgan aq dgan senyuman die,smunya hilang cm2 jer..adik aq da besar,darjah lima da adam..cpt tul rsa...n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-14454049699858820032010-01-01T03:31:00.000-08:002010-01-01T03:31:17.947-08:00l0v3th!$s0ng3v3r!<img border="0" height="0" src="http://counters.gigya.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyNjIzNDI5ODk4ODkmcHQ9MTI2MjM*MzAxNzQ5NSZwPTE4MDMxJmQ9Jmc9MSZvPWY1ODAzMWU5NDgwZTQyNDU4YTYyODZkYTIzZGE4NGUwJm9mPTA=.gif" style="height: 0px; visibility: hidden; width: 0px;" width="0" /><br />
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Create a <a href="http://mixpod.com/">playlist</a> at <a href="http://mixpod.com/">MixPod.com</a>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-61489481277574481362009-12-30T02:22:00.000-08:002009-12-30T02:42:20.793-08:00pe2 je r..(buhsan r nk wat tjuk2 ni)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGS3mVf9UiskxQUorMrxTW4Ozk6OzwPeBvosrsjuUgeySYYyiOHIg7s3wPTXudFxnQp6Yud0ukvrq3qXycaSpywdJHRJjxSVWcFvFDH1bAEhxYK804Qpc7lHtWy3FGAYWDxUFOY1lXdYI/s1600-h/30122009463.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGS3mVf9UiskxQUorMrxTW4Ozk6OzwPeBvosrsjuUgeySYYyiOHIg7s3wPTXudFxnQp6Yud0ukvrq3qXycaSpywdJHRJjxSVWcFvFDH1bAEhxYK804Qpc7lHtWy3FGAYWDxUFOY1lXdYI/s320/30122009463.jpg" /></a> </span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">se aq msukkn pic ni.. roti ni da pun abis dimkn oleh aq yg pelahap ni..hahaha!</span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">spe sruh tggal kt atas meja cm2 je..ye r..ingt pe ngadap laptop ni x reti lapar..?</span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">mmg ngadap kdang 2 x ingt nk mkn,tp still gak lapr..aq bru jer pas msak nasi..</span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">msak nasi jer?hahaha!ye la ayah aq sruh goreng telur jer..6t beli lauk tmbhan kot..aq x masak?bkn x nk msak,d probs is x de bnda pun nk msak kt dapur 2,yg ada dlm peti ais 2 pun nugget n kentang,x ley wat pe2 la kan?npe x beli?cos umah ni yg ari2 ada bkn r aq or adik2 aq yg laen,yg ada cma ayah aq n fitrah yg da pandai wat nestum n air kop<span style="font-size: x-small;">i(da jd fevert die da,pg2 bgun amik kerusi punch air pnas dlm jag,then letak kopi n gula)<span style="font-size: small;">spe yg ngajar?aq x ngajar,tp ble aq ada kt umah 2 la rutin pepgi yg aq wat n die just tgok da ley wat..cian lak aq tgok adik aq,bru 5 taun da kna wat air sendri,lapar bgun pepgi pun wat nestum sendri,x pun tonggek kotak kokocrunch n air susu 2 sesorg,pas2 buka tv chanel 616,ngadap la sesorg.. mana pegi yg laen?bkn adik beradik aq rmai ker?mmg r rmai,adik aq jer ada 7 org, tp 2 org g study kt surabaya,yg sorg keje duk umah bjang ngan membe2,yg dua org duk umah mak aq,tggal yg besr tuh jap ada kt umh jp x de,aq lak duk ampang, cian fitrah,da cm kurg kasih syg lak..x pe yer dik,sbar..eada ada lg,eada akn kerp lg blik,eada cygggg kt fitah...huhu~T T</span></span></span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">ari ni pepgi aq da bgun,nk gerak g klas dri rwg ni mkn msa dekt sejm gak.. klu kete lmbt ckit kot,nk tempuh jem lg.tp rini aq naek ego s aq,da 3 ke 4 ari aq x naek mto,rindu lak,bwak pun nk rsa sedp jer,lju x lju jgn cte r kn..yg pentg angin pagi 2 rsa sejuk tul..(<span style="font-size: x-small;">aq da mndi ea,jgn memndai nk pkir bebukn..)<span style="font-size: small;">kete ari ni suka maen rapt2 lak,smpai aq nyer kaki kna kepit bis,nk wat aksi pun x ley,kaco tui!ntah pe yg best rpat2 kete ni,taw r skrg ni musim org kawen,2 nk cri pasangan cpt,dpt kawen cpt2 kan?hei,gatai tul org skrg ni..tp kan pe2 pun cte ni wat aq terkenang ngan aida,spe 1 kete ngan die msti jd antu,mana x nyer,aq drive,stop kt traffic lght,nmpk pkwe encem ckit die pggil smu sruh tgok,ngan aq skli g tgok,pas2 rermai sengih2 nmpk gg,si aida g tunjuk2 knon2 nk bg no tepon,pkwe kt luar 2 da nak naik malu da...last2 trffc lght hjau aq jalan,pkwe 2 tertggal siap kna hon ngan org belakng lg..hahahaha!cian pkwe 2,aida pun smpat lg ckp kt aq,'mie,laen kali kita tulis no tepon siap2 kt kertas besar2,pas2 nmpk pakwe encem ters jer tayang kertas2,x yah mmbzir msa nk senyum2 n ngorat lg!..',ktorg smu bantai gelak,siut tul dak ni...mmg ley jd antu,org nmpk die dlm kete terus lost memory ,traffc lght da ijau pun da x knal..hahaha! <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">td bis klas aq terus blik rwg,kete x bnyk kt area ulu kelng,aq pe lagi,wat jalan cm mak bapak aq nyer r,nmpk bas,lori buhsannyer flow belkang..pressss lagi...bye2 bas,lori..pe la lmbb!smpai umah trus contact kak yana,buhsan dow,awal sgt klas bis,lgpun kk yana ada mseg n miscall td msti die pun ngah buhsan gak r 2..aq call die,die sik ckp bnda yg sma jer,bile aq nk g tmpt die,bkn x nk,nk,seronk brjalan, tp aq bkn ada msa pun,x yah ckp sal msa r,poket pun sik rabak jer,ada duit jer,ada jer bnda kna byar..nk shoping skit pun x ley..klu aq kje lg r x de msa lak nk g tmpt die,klu dekt 2 mybe r ley smpai gak,tp kelantan 2,mmbe2 aq kt phang smpai majuk aq x dtg2 pun aq x ley nk wat pe tuk pujuk die,x ley janji pun..ni lg r kelantan..huhu~borak ngan kak yana cm2 die tnye,n bnda yg plg suka die tnyer,hurm.. encem x daknyer?<span style="font-size: x-small;">(fahm2 suda)<span style="font-size: small;">aq ckp r,dak 2 ok,ley than r..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">x tahn 2 perangai die,pas2 kk yana ley ckp cmni kt aq,'tul ker?,ker mata mie jer yg nmpk encem,mta mie kan x betul ckit..'siut jer!aq pun bantai ungkit lar,'mata sya x betul ke mata akak yg x betul?.x ingt kes dlu?spe yg nmpk dak laki yg kite usha 2 encem?skali die kua,hampeh!spe yg nmpk?'pas2 aq bantai gelak kaw2..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">pas2 die bengang die ckp laen lak,'eh!itu malam ea,mmg r x nmpk!'hahahahaha!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">aq gelak kaw2 lgi...siut..alasan x ley pkai..korg nk taw pe cer mlam 2?aq,yan n kk yana merayap,pusing2 tgah mlm kt area umah2 banglo<span style="font-size: x-small;">(ngah x de kje)</span> knon2 klu nmpk pkwe encem ley cuci2 mata,huhu~pas2 ngan pusing2 2 tetbe kak yana sorak,'weh korang!akak da nmpk sorang!encem 2..',kitorg pun pndang r tmpt die nmpk 2,tp terlepas,aq tkang drive ni x puas ati gak,pas2 yan sruh pusing blik,aq ikut r..smapi 3 kali dak 2 x kua2,skali tme nk gve up 2,kali terakhir kitorg pusing skali kk yana kate,'weh korg!2 ha..'(<span style="font-size: x-small;">suara die mkin kecil)<span style="font-size: small;">pas2 aq n yan pun pndang r,ptt r suara kak yna mkin kecik cos die da malu,org yg die tunjuk 2 <span style="font-size: x-small;">botak</span>++ <span style="font-size: x-small;">buncit</span> lak 2!aq n yan kaw2 gelak smpai kt umah pun aq x ley berenti gelak...kk yama da malu ++ pnas jer kna gelak...skrg korg sndri bgtaw aq spe punyer mata yg x betul?pas kejadian 2 aq n yg laen x serik2 lagi,yg cma wat serik confirm r x lalu lagi kt c2!hahahaha!kk yana,kk yana,rindu lak..da pnas ngan aq duk gelakkan die,die tambah lgi,'jga dak 2 elok2,akak x tkot dak 2 wat pe2 kt mie,tp tkot mie 2 yg wat pe2 kt die,klu elwin naek 1 kete ngan mie pun akak x tkot elwin wat pe2 kt mie,tp tkot mie yg wat pe2 kt mie',ceh!kk yana ni sempat nk kutik aq lgi,taw r aq gnas,skit je la kot,aq ckp r,'sya budak baek r kak'.die bantai gelak lak..mie akak knal ko,ko 2 bf jap2 jer..akak ley hafal ko nyer xbf2 ko 2..hurm.. aq teruk cm2 ker?2 la blsan smpai aq kna reject ngan da d 2 kot,sal lma sgt knal aq,x cye kt aq 2 reject trus kot...kecewanyer eden!tul2 ptah ati!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><br />
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</div>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-16935307031116033412009-12-29T08:16:00.000-08:002009-12-29T08:16:32.952-08:00saKit ker aq?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicF31rgNjOS0qOsW2xz5VYcNrR8M1W3jp4gLZ6rFurv8M7_exm8G6nlnFroFw3SRcbDSI4P-QfSWGTzZZ88H_u3Q06U5Bz25QTmsENDAdJbXSkDCAg21YcbJILkMMJED46kloD9jVEM0c/s1600-h/really-pain.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ps="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicF31rgNjOS0qOsW2xz5VYcNrR8M1W3jp4gLZ6rFurv8M7_exm8G6nlnFroFw3SRcbDSI4P-QfSWGTzZZ88H_u3Q06U5Bz25QTmsENDAdJbXSkDCAg21YcbJILkMMJED46kloD9jVEM0c/s320/really-pain.jpg" /></a><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">cmni ni ctenyer,tgahri td,aq duk sibk lyan fb n ym,ayah aq tetbe msuk blik..n tanyer aq 'kak,ko free x khamis ni?'aq pun tanyer blik,'x la,akak ada klas pg 2,npe?'pas2 ayah aq jwab blik,'x de la ingt nak bwak akak g berubat..'aq terkejut then aq pkir dlm pale,aq ada penyakit ker smpai die nk bwak g berubat ni?x kan aq sendri x taw klu aq ada penyakit,rsa cm sihat jer..aq tnyer r blik,'npe nak bwak akak g berubat lak?',then ayah aq jwb blik,'ko kan sakit klu tme period..',huh?wat klaka lak ayah aq ni,aq jwab lar,'2 sakit normal lar,smua pmpn pun sakit tme 2.sengugut jer,normal lar..'pas2 die jwb,'x de sengugut smpai x larat nk jln n muka pucat cm2,bini abi pun sengugut,tp sakit skit2 jer,'adik aq dlm toilet dengar,die gelak..aq pun bntai gelak r,cm mengarut lak org tue ni..hahaha!pas2 die tambah lg,'ko jgn gelak kak,sengugut 2 pun sebnrnyer 1 penyakit,klu biar teruk jdnyer 6t..'aq jwab,'cam2 abi kna r bwak diana,yan n kak yana skali,diorg pun klau sengugut teruk lg dri akak..'die diam..n jawab,'ko maen2 r,2 tul penyakit.."<br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">bile aq dengar die ckp cmni,wat aq pkir..care lg ayah aq kt aq ea,aq ingat die x bpe nk amik taw da sal aq,<br />
</div>ye r,setelah pe yg jd dlm family aq ni..aq da x bpe rapt da ngan die,dlu smu aq kongsi ngan die,skrg ni aq nyer pe2 benda klu nk ckp smua nk kna pkir dlu,kna lapik,kna jga ati die,lg2 da ada bni bru ni..sensitif laen mcam..hurm..nk wat cmne,aq redha ngan ketentuanNya,n aq gak sentiasa doa yg ayah aq akan dapt kebahgiannyer sentiasa..amiinn..n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-74975779985428615382009-12-29T05:14:00.000-08:002009-12-29T05:17:06.316-08:00waiting...bile r rambut aq nk pnjg lik cmni..rindu~~<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6iJw-d-ngBOyv60pkVms7BZOJGPwAHU-esXv2-Qxow6XpiSE2j2blMbtsKleq6APDT1cdIIvu2iSvEA9fFHjpjke6HJFk9ZqwyiOVTcQaXqiKJc6s-8hDYaMYfaV6zB5CeBcGkJhl3TM/s1600-h/%C3%89%C3%B0%C3%A6.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ps="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6iJw-d-ngBOyv60pkVms7BZOJGPwAHU-esXv2-Qxow6XpiSE2j2blMbtsKleq6APDT1cdIIvu2iSvEA9fFHjpjke6HJFk9ZqwyiOVTcQaXqiKJc6s-8hDYaMYfaV6zB5CeBcGkJhl3TM/s320/%C3%89%C3%B0%C3%A6.jpg" /></a><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">ni se aq muda2 dlu..rindu lak ngan rmbut pnjang cmni..mnjerit mmbe aq bile tgok aq potong rmbut..syang ktenyer...klu ikutkn mmg r syang,tp klu da start bz sush nk jga,lgi2 klu da naik mto,nk ikat pun payah lg nk pkai helmet,alamat nmpak tggi je r helmet 2,nk ikat tali helmet 2 pun payah<span style="font-size: x-small;">(bayangan je r,tp x la smpai cm2)</span>cite sal rambut ni teringat aq se skola dlu,se form2 kot,rambut pnjang pras pggang,rmai dengki,wlupun pkai tdung<span style="font-size: x-small;">(cm nmpak lak)</span>ada 1 ari 2,ada pj,jgn kate x ingt lak subjk pj 2 pe lak,dikehendaki memkai bju tshirt da sluar track..pas2 aq pda sttle tkar bju aq betul2kan rambut,da sttle ikat rambut,pkai tudung tp rmbt pnjg sgt,nmpk r terjurai2 ckit2,klu maen2 cte antu ni adik2 aq msti lari sal tkut..hahaha~~dpendekkn cte aq g la kt mmbe2 aq,tiba2 ada dak sengal sorg ni<strike>(pmpn)</strike>g tarik aq nyer headband<span style="font-size: x-small;">(=getah rambut lar)</span>lalu berterbang2 lar rmbut ku dbwah tdung,aq pnas ati g la kjar dak 2,aq da la mmg anti ngan dak ni,die ley cri psal ngn aq,mntg2 lagi tggi dri aq nk buli r konon,siap2 maen passing2 lg kt org laen,aq ni kt tgah2 da cm monyet terlompat2 nk amik blik headband 2,skali time die pegang aq nyer headband,x mena2 aq trover ksar,tercakar muka die,bru tme 2 dapt lik aq nyer head,cian lak dak 2,muka clar sal kuku aq pnjg,(<span style="font-size: x-small;">dalm ati sbnrnyer puas,pdan muka ko,ingt ley buli aq cm2 jer?)</span>2 la,sal r sik dengki jer ngan aq,mmbe die yg sorg lagi 2 pun da jeling2,aq jeling lik,npe? nk kna gak ker?(<span style="font-size: x-small;">spa cial sbnr diorg ni</span>)ingt aq main2 ke klu aq ckp bg blik ngan muka bengis ni?da la dlm klas agama memnjang dengki kt aq,apa aq wat nk kutik aq,sib baek aq ada mmbe yg fham aq,tlong kutikkn diorg lik,aq ni mlas nk ckp jer,krang aq hambur smua kena,smua kuar..pe la dak pmpn ni,klu dak laki 2 suka kt aq,kt ko die x suka,x yah r nk jdkan dri 2 umpama giant dan aq ni umpama nobita lak,taw lar badan besar,2 sal r dak laki 2 x suka kt ko kot..pas2 nk dengki jer memnjg ngan aq..da..fullstop!cte lma jgn diungkit2,elok kte org tue2..skrg da besar,pandai2 pkir..huhu~<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">blik pda cite rini...mentang2 x de klas,dkat kul 11 aq bru bgun,bgun je pap!ah!!skit pale..penin2..tolong2,2 la org tue dlu slalu ckp anak dra x elok bgun lambt,lg2 dekt tghari,x nk dgr,degil..padan muka dri sendiri~ pas2 aq msuk toilet bsuh muka,gosok gg,trun bwah ters rembat adik aq nyer roti cnai yg da sejuk,2 keping abis roti telur lak 2,lapaq tul aq,smpai da sjuk nyer pun balun,x reti da nk pnaskn dlu..ah..lapaq,bantai je r kan.(ala..korg pun lebey kurang je kan klu da lapar,jujur je r pada dri sndri)pas2 aq naik blik lik then terus buka laptop,on ym,on fb<span style="font-size: xx-small;">(bkn nk g mandi dlu</span>)smpai r kul 2 lebey tetbe,letrik lak putus,siut je la,ngah syok2 ni,bru nk senang2,aq trun dri katil,amik towel,masuk blik air,mandi settle smu amik kunci kete ayah aq,cabut!g cc, haha!bkn on9 lg r,g print surat yg mak aq nak,nk faks kt org ktenyer,da settle 2 aq blik bwak adik aq skali,<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">naek moto pusing2 cri tadika,nk msukkan die sok,tunjuk yg satu 2,tadika banglo,x nk ktenyer,x best, tunjuk yg laen,smpai 3 4 tadika aq bwak g,x nak gak,lalu kt depan skola rendah,tetbe die ckp,skola 2 la best..<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">snbr bkn die x ley msuk skola 2,tp aq bz sgt borng msuk skola 2 aq x isi,so x dpt r msuk,lgpun klu msuk skola rendah awal sgt tkut die x ley nk fokus,rmai sgt student,rmai sgt la kawan2,maen2 je r kje die nanti<span style="font-size: xx-small;">(cover line da slah</span>)hurm..x pe,sok2 bwak lg..aq blik letrik x de lagi,buhsan tul..pe lg nk wat,teknologi x ley nk pki,tdo je la kje,ajak adik aq join,tdo da c tdo dlm sauna lak bile letrik x de,++ ngn adik aq ni tdo sik nk peluk jer.x peluk majuk,x taw ngah panas ni,sbar je r...huhu~<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">ha..bgun satu badan bsah..ley kurus lelma cmni,aq tgok jam da dkt kul 6,tetbe lampu,kipas,tv terpasang..<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">hahahahaha!!sengal tul!tme aq tdo x de lak idup,da bgun bru nk idup blik smu 2..aq g dpur,da lpar lak,nmpk pggan dlm sinki kasi bsuh dlu,pas2 bru mkn,ayah aq blik,die dengr org sbelah maen drum,tung tang2,then perli aq 'kak,g r join,ko ley goreng gitar ko kaw2 kt sebelah,mesti diorg suke',siutttt jer..org 2 main tung tang2 kt sebelah 2 memekak,tuk org mati,tuk hiburkn org cine yg mati 2,taw r x suke aq maen gitar x yah r perli2 cm2..hukhukhuk~naek atas mandi lg,bsuh muka,terpegang lak tmpt calar kt muka ni,gara2 langgar pin2 smlm,hahahahaha!padan muka,2 la klu ada probs ngan mata ni,memlm jer blur,pintu blik pun nk g cium.kan da jg cm gengster..tp ok gak..g klas sok org tkut skit nk dekat..huhu~~<br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">sok ada klas,mak aq minta tolong pun aq x ley nk tolong,mseg si d,sim card maxis da jmpe,2 la cri tmpat laen letk tmpt laen,time 2 sedar gak r,ada tanda2 nk tue,huhuhu...cedey,jap je da nk msuk 2*,rsa cam dak2 lagi..best pe jd dak2..k r pen off dlu kt cni,sok smbg lg,..azam taun ni nk ++,tekad jgn potong or trgoda ngan mna2 salon rmbut,++nk ari2 wat blog ni,klu x bz r..huhu~<br />
</div>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-17557858671664372642009-12-27T14:39:00.000-08:002009-12-27T14:40:25.542-08:001 malam x dpat tido..huhuhu~~<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrdN9kPeVhshBkBXlcUFCzCiBRwELSdq6Xxg7Q2cwAttzhw1woYyG-rsFWftf-izDTFSp3Tl4ZERZfFkMlGUf8kecietNIyKgnS4b7caMeyn7MukimvlaCNFHoH8Ekl78yMRGjZI4kUqk/s1600-h/Image0521.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ps="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrdN9kPeVhshBkBXlcUFCzCiBRwELSdq6Xxg7Q2cwAttzhw1woYyG-rsFWftf-izDTFSp3Tl4ZERZfFkMlGUf8kecietNIyKgnS4b7caMeyn7MukimvlaCNFHoH8Ekl78yMRGjZI4kUqk/s320/Image0521.jpg" /></a><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><strong>cam messy pic ni kan..malam ni x taw npe aq x ley tdo..rindu?da terubat,he is coming hme,n already contact me but..cam smething goes wrong,wat its ya..still feel empty?ya...i think i knw..pernh jd dlu ni..miss si d lar,cmne ea?kna jmpe die or contct die bru ok kot...2 la g wat kje bangang lg smpi die naek mrah,kan dri sendri da sush..sori r d,aq x de niat nk wat ko sush ati,tp..x taw npe aq wat cm2..</strong><strong>rush2 x tentu psal..x pe sok aq try cari numb contact die..pas2 ajak kua,klu x de msa,kna ada kan gak msa 2,ajak yg lelain skali join,kk yana pun nk dtg..bwak skali smu r..</strong><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><strong>alamak skit pale da datang,kna tido ni klu x lg skit pale ni..k la pen off!bye!</strong><br />
</div>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-17199312724083333312009-12-27T10:37:00.000-08:002009-12-27T10:59:42.858-08:00taun ni msti update cantek2 ini blog..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij8vHSYvAzuUfl2y1P8-44htuMfmm_A7gPqoX_FqFyOrQ6FPEaOhiaWYvUN1re0a6VIH5XDjqviAstbGjhfzsVB5hZ-8RAaXrc01Qh7XUI5jXlVQR7AZ3WLcMJhxpobjOhYhQovbEuPDQ/s1600-h/d.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ps="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij8vHSYvAzuUfl2y1P8-44htuMfmm_A7gPqoX_FqFyOrQ6FPEaOhiaWYvUN1re0a6VIH5XDjqviAstbGjhfzsVB5hZ-8RAaXrc01Qh7XUI5jXlVQR7AZ3WLcMJhxpobjOhYhQovbEuPDQ/s320/d.jpg" /></a><br />
</div><b></b>2 ari aq kua ngan reyn,(ni cite smlm)buhsan ktenyer,sggup flow aq g melawat nenek2 aq kt gombak n segambut(kampung x jauh ner pun)..pas2 ktorg gerak g tgok kdai yg pakcik aq buka senyap2 2,x inform pun,x taw la pe sbb die nk rahsia2 ni,(kecik ati)pas settle melwat g tgok wyg,cite treasure hunter,2 je yg ada..<br />
cedey~~<br />
sblm tgok wyg g pusing 1 alamanda 2,rmai gak org,jejlan nmpk org kerumun kt butik carlo rino,yg trik perhatian diorg rupenyer model2 2..nmpk cm tue je smua,x taw npe diorg duk suka neh..(x faham)<br />
huhu~~<br />
smu butik yg ktorg suka smu msuk,tkat usha2 ley r..ujung bulan la katakan..<br />
cm org keje lak aq ni,hee..tpat 930 msuk wyng,ley than r cte 2..abis je wyg,reyn drive g upm,lepak jap ngan mmbe2 die yg gile bola..diaorg duk syok cte sal bola,aq lak duk kusyuk tgok bola..syok r,cm kena puff! lak bila tgok bola ni,x pndang tmpat laen da..kul 1 lebey ktorg gerak blik..<br />
smapi jer umah aq teru pengsan kepenatan..<br />
hahahaha~~<br />
ari ni aq bgun kul 8,x solat ada sbb k (jgn slah fham)tgok phne,meseg mak aq,pas2 tdo lik,kul 11 lebey bgun,on laptop,nk mandi ni,baring tgok meseg, tetdo blik smpai kul 2,reyn mseg ckp die kt pavi,ajak jejalan kt area bb, aq nk on ke x,aq duk bsuh bju dlu,kmas blik ckit2,mandi (pas da tertgguh)<br />
dekat kul 4 lebey bru gerak,then kes mncari si reyn,huh!aq sesat?rmainyer org!+++++pening..last jmpe gak die,pusing lg smu tmpat,tgok camera,da dkt maghrib g mnum jap,pas2 terus gerak blik,tp aq x terus blik sggah kdai atuk aq jap,atuk aq sok nk gerak g thailand naek kete jer..larat n kuat tul arg tae ni nk drive,tetbe adik aq call nk pkai kete la 2..aq boak jap ngan atuk aq pas2 terus balik rawang,laju gila aq bawak..terasa cam syok lak bwak lelaju ni,klu dpat drift lagi syiok ni~~smpai umah ngadap lappy,wat pe?menatang ni la..nk update tul2,then bru open 2 others..<br />
damn!i miss smeone,did he missing me like i do?(including adi)n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-15648533761739756592009-12-21T10:21:00.001-08:002009-12-21T10:27:58.710-08:00late 21 dec o9..<b></b><i></i>sleepy da...<br />
ari ni aq lit bit busy n penat..<br />
kje yg rncg nk cri slalu trgendala..<br />
tp x pe..aq akn try tnyer sok..<br />
da letey pkir ble nk dpt kje n terus kje...<br />
my family..<br />
so far ok..no probs..<br />
bout bf...<br />
btah,x taw cmner nk ckp sal die..<br />
cos aq rsa sal die ni aq x stabil lg..<br />
sal money...<br />
nk rabak n muflis da aq ni...<br />
n other aq cte sok2 la...<br />
kuiz sok ada..<br />
tp x stdy pe2 pun...<br />
sik sbuk sal laen...<br />
bye...daaaa..n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-71985760477980842622009-12-20T09:22:00.000-08:002009-12-20T09:22:32.598-08:00start a neW day with neW azaM...its?tercpai ker azam yg lma 2 tuk cipta azam bru?<br />
hurm...lupakn smua 2,<br />
just get ur life mve on n always be strong in <br />
wat ever u will going through in future..<br />
thats wat always mke me still waras smpai skrg ni..<br />
huhu~~<br />
bout study...<br />
ngah terkejar2 ngan assghmnt...<br />
smu lect tetbe cm pakat bg belmbak assghmnt..<br />
get dizzy jap..huhu~<br />
wat msa ni ok lagi r..<br />
leh handle lg...<br />
mybe sal aq pun x de kje lain pas berenti keje kt 7e..<br />
klu x letey bgai nk mati kot..haha~~<br />
kdang se mati cepat pun bgus gak...<br />
x de rsa penat memnjang,++ ngan pening pale slalu..<br />
mmg r setiap org kt muka bumi ni confirm ada probs..<br />
tp smpai mati 2 nk kna tanggung...<br />
hanya Kau je yg boleh menguatkan aq,<br />
hambaMu ini yg terlmpau lemah..<br />
sok aq nk kna jln2 cri kje gak..<br />
buhsan r duk umh kt ampg ni klu x de kje...<br />
klu da ada kje,ley r mmbzkan dri cam dlu lg..<br />
x yah r pkir sal personal life lg..<br />
bkn x nk pkir...<br />
tp klu pkir smpi skit ati wat pe..<br />
pas2 mula r mta ni berair..<br />
ntah ble r aq nk idup ngan aman..<br />
tnpa probs..<br />
x mgkin kan?<br />
eh!jiwa kcau lak..<br />
huhu~~<br />
k,ari ni aq bru pas settle kan projek komunikasi..<br />
sok get ready nk present jer..<br />
huhu~~<br />
lega..<br />
skrg ni aq nyer status..<br />
x taw r nk ckp cmne..<br />
cos pas f**l tgalkn aq..<br />
smu x kekal lma..<br />
jap2 je couple..<br />
n aq sik berkira lak 2...<br />
ada je slack kt org 2 smpai aq mnta ptus..<br />
n ada yg smpai x sbb pun aq mnta ptus..<br />
pelik kan?<br />
tpi 2 r yg terjadi kt aq skrg..<br />
bkn x syang..<br />
tp x kuat la..<br />
x dpt rsa kuat 2 cm syg aq kt f**l<br />
smpai r tetbe aq knl dak sorg ni..<br />
nme?ada lar..<br />
tp die ada sejrah yg wat aq sukar nk cye kt die..<br />
padahal 2 yg slalu aq tekankn kt dri aq..<br />
no trust,no love..<br />
cmne ea..cm sush nk lpas..<br />
he is so adorable,funny ++ degil..<br />
degil die 2 yg wat aq ++ geram..<br />
tp tkot gak klu die degil tuk berubah..<br />
cmne ea...mmbe2 q yg taw hal ni smu sruh<br />
aq jauhkn diri dri die..<br />
tp mkin aq cbe wat mkin x ley..<br />
bkn x try..<br />
tp klu aq try msti dpt than jp jer..<br />
pas2 msti nk rsa cedey..n pale otak ni<br />
sik ckp syg,syg,syg n syg sgt kt die..<br />
wlupun kekdg 2 ati berbelah bgi..<br />
ntah lar..ikut ckp bob jer..<br />
berserah ngan takdir..<br />
pe yg die da wat lepas2 2 die nyer hal..<br />
jgn dpkir sgt..<br />
smua org wat silap..<br />
kite ni mnusia yg lemah..<br />
kdang2 2 ada gak silap cos terlmpau bnyk kelemhan..<br />
if u want 2 trust smeone,plse trust urself 1st..<br />
aq ngah berubh mnjdi seorg yg positif(more positive)<br />
aq se yakin die ley berubh..<br />
n aq akn cbe wat die yakin ngn dri sendri ley berubh..<br />
aq akn sentiasa berusaha dan mencuba berubah dan <br />
mengubah yg bruk kpda yg baek sebagai hambaMu,<br />
Kau,yaAllah yaTuhanku,Kau bantu r aq hambaMu yg lemah<br />
ini ke jalan yg benar kerana Kau jua lah yg menetapkn <br />
segalanya..aq berserah pdaMu,Kau tnjukkn lah die jln <br />
yg baek bginyer..dan aq,Kau kuatkn iman,ati dan <br />
berikn aq ketabhan menempuh pe jua yg mgkin <br />
terjadi dan yg sudah tertulis untukku..<br />
hurm...ari ni nyer cite smpi cni dlu k..<br />
nk gerak blik ampang..<br />
chow dlu..<br />
sebelum pen off,azam aq taun ni..<br />
menjadi yg lebih terbaek dri sebelum ini..<br />
daaaa...n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-65111204955894657452009-11-02T23:04:00.000-08:002009-11-02T23:32:08.694-08:00n3w st0ry..da lma x buka blog ni..<br />cti bru dpat on9 puas2...<br />klu x jgn r arap...<br />sush tul nk fre3..<br />ni pun mlas nk bgun dri katil...<br />cam2 jd kt aq sejak duk ampang ni..<br />cam2 dugaan yg kekdg wat aq hilang sbar...<br />pening pale ni di wat nyer...<br />+++ ngan family probs..<br />cmne r nk study ngan tenang..<br />sib baek sem 1 ni aq leh kje 8 jam klu x..<br />kje aq g blik rwg ampa r jawabnyer...<br />kekdang letih gak...<br />mna x nyer...<br />da la stdy...<br />pas2 kje lg..<br />kekdg terkejar gak aq ngan assignment..<br />n kje lg..<br />+++family probs yg x sudah abisnye...<br />klu cte x bis...<br />baek tggl kn cte 2..<br />biar brlalu cm2 je...<br />6t smbung lg...<br />ada kje nk wat...n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-42980618282177409982008-12-22T09:16:00.000-08:002008-12-22T09:33:33.406-08:00antaRa 2...tetBe ++1...it's mimpi yG sempuRna?<strong></strong><br />mmpi yg mengubah smunya...<br />pas solat istikrah...<br />laen org yg darap kuar mimpi laen org lak yg dmimpi....<br />hurm....<br />tp ni bkn kali prtama..<br />tp kli ke3...<br />tul ker??<br />x kn die gak kot??<br />hurmmm...<br />tp da x jmpe n nmpk btg idung die lnsg...<br />npe ea??<br />cmne ea...<br />tp sal da mmpi ni...<br />2 yg 2 a da reject...<br />sedey mmg r...<br />due2 aq cayunk...<br />tp nk wat cmne..<br />klu plih slah sorg pun...<br />wat aq sedey gak...<br />tp ble aq x mimpi due2 ni...<br />sedey gak..<br />tp...<br />kurg2 x rsa cm plih kaseh...<br />huuhuhuhuhu....<br />skrg aq ingt x pkir pe2 sgt...<br />klu pkir sal dak laki ni aq akn fokus pda org yg aq mmpi 2..<br />wlupun x ten2 akan jmpe die blik...<br />klu jmpe...<br />mybe aq akn jd gile ckit..<br />luah je pe yg ptut..<br />klu die nk terma ke x 2 cte laen...<br />yg pentg aq da luah....<br />x la aq akn pkir bnda2 cmni lg...<br />hurrrm...<br />ble ea agknyer akn jmpe die lg?n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-15194364493085011672008-11-21T07:10:00.000-08:002010-07-03T21:25:23.392-07:00[a]K[u] d[a]n d[i]R[i]M[u]...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6RC1doreVKiQ6hWa2LJUql_aruM0FGdVeVWbFcR6uoZOHCcQWjJ_YdS9u67GaSWBTUFRqiYAm-6AMQ4eFpnh5MF1R0LchIFD1_K5qbTu9Bp7MzO3Ln_xyK9HA5ARzy_XknK7rlpQWiKQ/s1600-h/Ew%C3%A4n+%281%29.gif"><br />
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duhai cintaku...<br />
sayang ku...<br />
lepaskan lah...<br />
perasaan mu..<br />
rindumu...<br />
seluruh cintamu..<br />
dan kini hanya ada..<br />
aq dan dirimu..<br />
sesaat,dikeabadiaan..<br />
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ni lagu yer..jgan slah faham..n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-22117148926407571732008-11-09T09:48:00.000-08:002008-11-09T13:28:43.671-08:00ya Allah....sEsuNggUhNyeR aq BerSyuKur...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho2VqcTL0b1NSo62Q9Twm1kxAEGCZQMc4NuFZA1b_bJA7Mmpttcb8hvbMK6pFwbuEh4dVryFznowKYs7bTRIk6A2fi0brJMj11f_tsbqHUmZO1pStrCybFPbyAhm4B4-1IlWn3n-KubJE/s1600-h/DSC00525.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho2VqcTL0b1NSo62Q9Twm1kxAEGCZQMc4NuFZA1b_bJA7Mmpttcb8hvbMK6pFwbuEh4dVryFznowKYs7bTRIk6A2fi0brJMj11f_tsbqHUmZO1pStrCybFPbyAhm4B4-1IlWn3n-KubJE/s320/DSC00525.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5266772646095563442" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aq rindu ngan kkak angkt aq...<br />shino...<br />mna r die mghilang??<br />pe r die wat skrg?<br />die chat ker?<br />die duk ngan spe skrg ea?<br />die da lpe kt aq ker?<br />npe die lpe kt aq?<br />aq rndu r kt die...<br />shino..<br />ko kt ner???<br />ko x nk cntact aq blik ker???<br />aq slalu g bngsar n berhrap akan jmpe ko...<br />tp x gak jmpe... <br />npe ko x nk cntct aq?<br />ko da x nk kwan ngan aq ker???<br />huhuhuhuhuhu........<br />sedey la aq...<br />cm smthing tertggal je kt aq ni...<br />ble r aq dpt jmpe ko...<br />ko x taw ker aq ikhlas syg kt ko wlu cmne pun ko...<br />aq rndu......<br />sesungguhnyer aq brsyukur dpt kwan cam ko...<br />yg dpat myedarkn aq btape beruntungnyer idup aq ni...<br />btapa bahgianyer idup aq...<br />yg x melalui idup sush cam yg ko lalui...<br />yg x lalui idup yg 'bahgia' yg cam ko lalui...<br />aq sedey shino...<br />aq sedey....<br />cos aq x dpt nk brkongsi pe2 ngan ko....<br />aq nk tolong ko shino...<br />klu x dpt tlg ko lri dri dunia 2...<br />sekurg2nyer....<br />dpt tlg bg ko bahgia,<br />lpekn dunia ko 2 jap pun x pe... <br />wlupun hakikatnyer lum lg leh memuaskn ati aq...<br />aq brsyukur gak...<br />shino ko g ner r???<br />cntct r aq...<br />aq x leh lpe ko la...<br />xkn ko nk wat aq kempunn x dpt jmpe ko kot??<br />smpai bla?? <br />idup aq cm x bahgia klu x dpt tgok ko bahgia taw...<br />klu la ko dpt bca ni.....<br />aq brhrap sesgt ko cntact aq.....<br />mseg pun jd r....<br />aq tul2 rindu kt ko...<br />huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....<br />aq x taw da nk wat pe....<br />sedey ble x dpt cri ko....<br /><br />aku beRsyukur padaMu yaAllah....<br />ari ni ni aq ckup sedey...<br />kesian n simpati ngan membe2 aq yg lalui idup yg sush gra2 parent divorcee..<br />family brpecah2 gra2 parenst yg x pkir pe yg ank2 diaorg lalui stelah mmbuat kputusan memetgkan dri sendri..<br />x pkir pe akan jd ngan msa depn anak2 diaorg....<br />aq sedey la.......<br />npe aa wjud lg parents yg cmni?<br />lyak ke diaorg dipanggil 'parents' setelh pe yg diaorg wat ngan nsib ank2 diaorg? <br />hancur....<br />selumat-lumatnyer...<br />kejam....<br />@1st story....<br />kwan aq ni....<br />die idup leh r kte senang....<br />klu org tgok r dri luaran...<br />brg mkeup standard memahal....<br />bag,shoe...<br />ngan rambut hglight,mkeup tbal...<br />all la diktekn cm org senang...<br />klu nk ngorat...<br />jgn la yg brselipar capal n jamban 2 dekt ngan die...<br />x lyannyer...huhuhuhu...<br />plg kurg pun yg dlyn ada kete...<br />huhuhu....<br />klu x dpndang seblh mata pun x nk...<br />huhuhuhuhu...<br />tp hakiktnyer...<br />idup cam neraka...<br />umhku yg ptt jd syurgaku jd...<br />umhku nerakaku....<br />duk umh sik pnas telinga,punggung n cm2 lg r pnas...<br />leh 1 bdan r pnas... <br />mna x nyer....<br />mak bpak ari2 wat umh cam mdan perang...<br />abis smu dlm umh dtembak,dhunus pedangnyer...<br />yg jd mgsa ank2 gak...<br />kua la ank2 nyer melilau x ten2 psal...<br />nk wat pe?<br />kje pun x leh fokus,<br />study?<br />lg r...<br />mau pecah kpla otak klu dpkir msalah kt neraka 2...<br />pas2 g la kuar ank2,duit yg ada yg dbri parents2 yg selfish ni pun ckup2 untuk perut n tmbg bas or train...<br />pergila si ank kuar mncri bf,skandal,or sgar daddy,klu da trdesak r...<br />untk mengisi msa lapng,berbahgia,tmpt mengadu,n tmpt mengorek duit...<br />so cri r si anak pelbgai jnis skandal yg x tetp asal brduit....<br />jap2 org ni pggil,jap2 org laen ni lak pggil....<br />nk duit dtg bla dperlukn n bla2 msa je leh dpt 'habuannyer'..<br />kje senang kan?...<br />hilng smu msalah kan?<br />cm2 je...<br />parents bknnyer sedr...<br />pe ank2 wat kt luar....<br />ble nmpk pic ngan org ni n org ni n org laen2 lak lg...<br />pening...<br />tp x tanyer n ckp bnyk...<br />yg diaorg taw n pkir perang antra bkas suami n bks isteri je memanjg...<br />klu ank da trlnjur...<br />mula r...<br />mak ko salah,bpak ko yg 2 salh...<br />msing2 x nk ngaku slah....<br />perang lagi akhirnyer...<br />n tme 2 pergi r ank2 yg tranaiya ni mmbwa dri,<br />klu x mati ngan dosa2 2,<br />dteruskn idup ngan me+++++++++ dosa2 mreka n mak bapk mreka...<br />menyedihkan tul....<br />cian tul nsib ank2 mereka yg mrupakan mmbe2 aq gak...<br />bla r nsib dieorg 2 nk berubah..?<br />smpai ble nk biar idup ank2 tranaiya ni cm2???<br />smpai bila...???<br />dlu mybe aq ingt slah diarg sndri sbb x reti nk kontrol jiwa...<br />tp bla aq sndri dpt rsa cmne peritnyer bla parents divorcee,<br />tme 2 la aq sedar btapa pntingnyer ketabahan dri n iman ddada 2..<br />sedeynyer parents divorcee n family brpecah belah ni,<br />tuhan je taw...<br />huhuhuhuwa!!!!.... <br />@2nd stry lak...<br />cte yg lbh kurg...<br />msa umur dlm 6 taun....<br />parents divorcee n si ank ni trpisah dri mak n adik bradik laen...<br />duk ngan siayah yg brkahwin ngan jiran yg voke lbih dri maknyer...<br />janda gak ayah nyer minat...<br />wlu pun ada keluarga tri...<br />dri tetp terasa tersisih....<br />rndunyer mak n adik bradik laen x yah la cte btape kuatnyer....<br />rsanyer cam bru mti mak je...<br />n org slalu ckp...<br />klu mti bpak x pe...<br />jgn mati mak...<br />pedihnyer x sma rasa...<br />mmbesar la siank ni ngan krg perhatian,rsa tersish n krg ksih syg dri parents sndri...<br />kmudian bwa r dri siank ni keluar dri umh setelh ckp umo...<br />idup susah jgak...<br />duit x de...<br />mkn n tmpt tggal x de...<br />tetbe dtgla seorg insan yg menghulrkn 'bantuan' yg dharapkan 'habuan'yg setimpal...<br />dengan tanpa ragu2...<br />n kesenangan yg trbyang dkpala si ank....<br />dterima 'bantuan' trsebut tanpa mnghiraukan larangan dengan trus melupakan tuhan diatas 2 tanpa dketahui mak bpaknyer yg selfish itu...<br />sedeynyer dri ini bla mengenangkan nsib sianak yg tranaiya dek parents yg selfish ni...<br />akhirnyer begelumang r sianak ngan dosa yg ditanggung oleh dri n yg trpaksa mak bpak siank ni tanggung skali dosa yg sianak buat...<br />mna x nyer... <br />'bantuan' bkn sje dri segi duit sje...<br />mlah dri segi batin,tmpt luahan n segala2 nyer dpt dri 'habuan' yg dberi...<br />umah bersama,msak bersma,mkn bersma,shopping bersma,tido bersma...<br />n segala2nyer bersma...<br />i2 r yg dilalui hari2 oleh siank yg teranaiya ni...<br />msa dpan n impian smu hilang hancur ntah kemna....<br />hri untk brtaubat ada...<br />tp dragui lak oleh teman2...<br />teman yg dharp mmberi sokongan hilng ntah kemna...<br />tggal r sianak skali lg kesunyian yg akhirnyer mmbwa dri ntah kemna...<br />huhuhuhuhuhuuhu...<br />yaAllah yaTuhanku....<br />sesungguhnyer hamba mu ini bersyukur kerana ketabahan dan iman yg x seberapa yg ko berikan ini....<br />kerana jika Engkau x kurniakannya msti aq pun sudah ilang arah seperti kawn2 ku ini yaAllah...<br />aq bersyukur krana dgan adanyer aq kawan2 yg sebegini sushnyer idup yg menimpa mreka,menyedarkan aq betapa bertuahnyer aq wlu ibubapa ku divorcee,idup aq x seteruk kawan2 ku itu yaAllah....<br />aq bersyukur Kau masih syang pada jalan idupku,n Kau x mmbuat aq rsa sia2 ngan idupku ini yaAllah...<br />dan akhir skali aq sungguh brsyukur ngan semangat n tujuan idupku yg Kau beri iatu adik2 ku...<br />aq BerSyuKuR yaAllah....<br />Aamiinnn......n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-37060369300940901802008-10-09T07:43:00.000-07:002008-10-09T08:21:33.063-07:00cete ckit2 sudah....<strong></strong>aq da kuar ngan dak vense e ni.....<br />dia siap bwak aq n yan g umh parents die kt pahang lg...<br />nsib baek aq bwak yan...<br />klu x msti mlu giler....<br />mak bpak dak 2 siap dok teka2 lak spe bkal menan2 dieorg...<br />x leh bla kan???<br />bru dtg da maen2 teka2....<br />klu aq taw cmni confirm aq x g...<br />huhuhuhu.... <br />malu dow...<br />bru knal da declare lak....<br />ish...<br />seram lak bile pikir blik...<br />huhuhuhuhuhu...<br />sepnjg perjlnan borak kaw2...<br />yan kt belkg siap leh tido....<br />huhuuhuhu...<br />pas2 terkantoi r 1 benda sal dak ni....<br />upenyer die x de adik yg duk kt area umh aq...<br />n semua yg kak yana ckp...<br />segala ciri2 smua 2.....<br />kekelentongan semata2...<br />ceh.....................<br />hampeh tul.........<br />omongan kosong.......<br />argh......<br />smua palsu.......<br />dak 2 punya perangai....<br />n segala nyer jauh beza....<br />huhuhuhuhuhu......<br />yg aqsuka 2 hanyalah....<br />impian yg kesudahan nyer...<br />x jd kenyataan....<br />huhuhuhuhuhuhu.....<br />teruk.....<br />x mnat aq dak ni....<br />last2 dak ni jd tmpt leps geram...<br />aq buli sma dia...<br />huhuhu....<br />tp still membe la...<br />umo 24 tp cam dak2 je???<br />huhhu...<br />jauh beza...<br />huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu......<br />hahahahahaha hampeh...<br />2 la ayat yg die ske ckp kt aq....<br />yg sbnrnye die la yg plg mghampehkan aq....<br />huhuhuhuh....<br />busuk tul org ni....<br />ske sgt cipta harapan n impian kosong...<br />akhirnyer??<br />aq gak yg berbulu...<br />huhuhuhuhuhu.....<br />x pe r,yan nk amik r...<br />x heran...<br />huhuhuhuhuhu....<br />(n n)<br />nk g umh adi ni....<br />tp nk ajak spe ea??<br />pkir2 ajak smua je terus msuk dak 2...<br />smua brjalan dngn lancar cme termsuk jauh skit dri umh aq....<br />smpai je org 1st msuk dak 2 gak...<br />trpernjat aq...<br />slam x knl lg r x ngan adi 2...<br />tp laju je msuk...<br />cm die je yg drive...<br />da la mlas nk cte lg sal dak ni...<br />cte sal adi lak....<br />nmpk je die...<br />windu lak ngan face die...<br />huhuhhuhu...<br />borak ngan die smpai x ingt nk blik...<br />dak2 laen da pnas je...<br />lg pnas ble tgok aq cm x nk blik...<br />huhuhuhuhuhhu....<br />blik 2 ble tgok jem n ujan lebt ingt cm x smpt nk kjar kul 7 je...<br />ada dak bsg2 tkot x smpt smpai tmpt kje...<br />da 2 aq gaghkn r....<br />kecoh sgt...<br />smpai gak...<br />awl dari yg di sgka lembp lak 2....<br />ckp slow2 pun ingt aq pekak ke?<br />wlu member2 aq laen x dengr tp aq dgr...<br />confirm x ajak da pasni...<br />huh!<br />lg r jatuh mark die dpan aq...<br />huh!<br />pda mamt perasan kt luar 2...n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-10277258383627744892008-10-09T07:28:00.000-07:002008-10-09T07:41:52.039-07:00hari ni,cet pe ea??(n n)<strong></strong>rini....aq dpat call...<br />org dri INTIM call nk pastkan alamt yg aq bg tpat....<br />mknernyer...<br />aq dpt smbg study lg....<br />huhuhuhuhu...<br />ingt senyp x jd....<br />tanyer bila start klas...<br />die kte 2 bln 11 ni daftar...<br />terkezut aq...<br />cptnyer....<br />aq call ayah aq...<br />die kte klu nk smbg study lg...<br />smbg r....<br />aq senyum....<br />hehehhehe....<br />leh smbg lg....<br />sukanyer....<br />(n n)<br />best...<br />huhuhuhuhuhu....n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-1468549474047376342008-09-27T10:51:00.000-07:002008-09-27T10:53:15.208-07:00aku rindu semuanyer....huhuhuhuhuhu<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8tI09W0cx1gfM_19qXBMe7O1M9qoB-SRpp2U7TVbJoEuNbxIEinJYTdab15YHxgpEBAC8N9iqUrAFDKdPXd1C_iSZmhslTJdyYpZ0YrPII3GshhzweDJi3mbMhWD4Qgi8Sso3Vw_7CiE/s1600-h/psas.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8tI09W0cx1gfM_19qXBMe7O1M9qoB-SRpp2U7TVbJoEuNbxIEinJYTdab15YHxgpEBAC8N9iqUrAFDKdPXd1C_iSZmhslTJdyYpZ0YrPII3GshhzweDJi3mbMhWD4Qgi8Sso3Vw_7CiE/s320/psas.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250760546678350786" /></a>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-975961754362556741.post-5980849968518988542008-09-27T10:49:00.000-07:002008-09-27T10:51:20.067-07:00hurm...........penat yg menyempat...huhuhuhu<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGco0LbyJrddeU2apTDGXJ0mMtOSQ4eRJVlpd-AqTs94GMa6_umycCVhOnwxr3jsXLLPJ-sWJlDD30Z-zrJ52F_FRJWCkEA3JnHH2e5AcguGhLNnrrjimoEip3NHic6vyMGGthydTlmx4/s1600-h/ida2.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGco0LbyJrddeU2apTDGXJ0mMtOSQ4eRJVlpd-AqTs94GMa6_umycCVhOnwxr3jsXLLPJ-sWJlDD30Z-zrJ52F_FRJWCkEA3JnHH2e5AcguGhLNnrrjimoEip3NHic6vyMGGthydTlmx4/s320/ida2.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5250760175550753522" /></a>n[i]ck sTiLL WaiTiNghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10440593635827900072noreply@blogger.com0